BXBX NOVEL Chapter 540 - Try To Sort Out The Issue...
Anna\'s POV:
Mark again looked at my face by rising my chin and his face is so worried and I can understand he feel so guilty for his action at me...
Mark: I just want to tease you, Anna, and I don\'t mean to hurt you...
(He said with his worried tone. I nodded my head as ok and wiped my tears, and still staring into my fingers, he lean close to me and kissed me on my lips gently and stared at me with his sharp eyes; I feel embarrassed to look at him. He again kissed me on my lips gently and again started staring at me. I did not react to anything and still looking into my fingers and still feel embarrassed to look at him.
He again repeated the same by kissing me gently and staring at me.
Mark: Are you still mad at me?
Don\'t you believe me?
Don\'t you trust what I say to you, Anna?
I really didn\'t do it on purpose to hurt you, I just want to tease you…
Do you still have doubts that I did it on purpose to hurt you?
(Mark asked me with his serious tone, I immediately stopped starring into my hands and looked at his face and nodding my head as no.)
Anna: No Mark, I am not mad at you and I know you never make me hurt...
(I said with my low tone and looked at Mark. Mark didn\'t say anything and stared at me for a few seconds and hugged me gently...
Even I feel relieved in his hug and wrapped my hands around his neck and in the next second Mark make a flip and make me sit on his lap and now I peacefully lay my head on his chest and enjoying by listening to his heartbeat.)
Mark: I hurted you, Anna...
How can you stay so calm?
Anna: No Mark, you didn\'t...
Mark: This is not the way you expected from me, right?
Even I want to treat you so calm and cool, but my desires didn\'t support me and at the end I treated you so harshly in our lovemaking session...
Anna: Mark, you treated me so well, and I know you never hurt me intentionally and I will definitely get the pain even though you treat me in a calm way because it\'s my first time so the pain is for sure.
So you did nothing wrong, and I always believe in you that you never hurt me intentionally...
So unnecessarily please don\'t get any doubts about my love towards you.
(After listening to me, Mark hugged me tightly.)
Mark: Can I ask you one thing?
(Mark asked me with his low tone and I immediately nodded my head as okay.)
Mark: do you still love me?
(I didn\'t understand why Mark is asking the same question again and again and I did not understand why he got a doubt about my genuine love, and yes I can understand he got a doubt on my love towards him and that\'s the reason he is pointing me to the corner by saying that I am loving someone else, and it\'s better if I sort out the issue right now, and I am sure Mark is in a position to listen to me. So I take a long breath and looked at Mark to ask him that why he got doubt on me. )
Anna: I love you, Mark...
I love you more than anything else in my life…
And I don\'t know why you are getting doubt on my love. Tell me clearly, Mark, what are you thinking about my love and tell me clearly the reason behind you got a doubt on my love, so we can sort it out and live happily...
(Mark didn\'t speak for a few seconds and again break the silence.)
Mark: I just want to confirm it, Anna, and if you really like any other person, let me know, I will be out of your life so you can live happily with that person...
(Mark said with his serious tone and tears filled my eyes and I again tried to convince him.)
Anna: Mark...
Mark...
There is no other person in my life other than you, Mark...
There is no other person I am loving other than you, and you are my only love forever...
Please believe me and please trust me…
Mark: Your priorities may change, Anna, and you no need to love me your entire life, you can leave me and live your life happily...
(I am shocked and worried after listening to Mark\'s words, and today this situation is repeated many times and this thing never happened before and again he is suspecting me that I am loving someone else other than him. I don\'t know who poisoned Mark\'s mind, but it\'s my duty to prove to him about my genuine love.)
Anna: Mark...
I can\'t imagine my life with you, Mark...
And I can\'t imagine some other person in your place…
(I tried to say it strong but involuntarily my eyes filled with tears and my tone turn to shivering.)
Mark: Anna, you may got these love feelings on me just because I saved you when you have no family and I supported you when you have no one in your life but once you got your family and once you got a support from others, you may realise your love and it is not necessary to love me or care about me...
It\'s okay, I may be worried a bit for a while, but I will be normal and back to my life.
So, if you are interested in any person you can tell me about him and you can live your life happily...
(I started crying after listening to Mark\'s words and I don\'t know how to convince him.)
Mark: Why are you crying again?
(He asked me with a serious note and I am not in a position to hear one more word from him.)
Anna: Do you think I will sell my body for the favours you did to me?
(I shouted at him with my cry tone and Mark is shocked after listening to me, and I hope at least now he will understand about my love towards him.)
Anna: Tell me, Mark, do you think I sell my body for your advice and your support to me?
Do you think I am that kind of person who will play with emotions?
Do you think I am just loving you because you helped me when I am in need?
I agree that you helped me a lot, and you take good care of me when I have no family and you supported and build the strength in me when I have no one in my life.
But at the same time, I fall in love with you, and I don\'t know how when and why, but at final I fell in love with you, that\'s it…
And I didn\'t hide my feelings and openly confess my love towards you in our trip. I did not think much whether you will accept my love or reject my love; I struggle so much in my mind to express my love and I have no idea that how I should express my love to you but I did not hesitate to say the truth to you and I finally confess my love irrespective of your opinion and luckily you accepted me and you don\'t know how happy I felt….
You became my life and I don\'t know how to live a day without you and you don\'t know how much pain I went through when I went to the orphanage and you looked at it by your own eyes that how much I suffered there and you know how happy I was when I looked at you in the orphanage.
How can you think in such a way, Mark?
How can you think I am not in love with you?
How can you think I can live happily without you?
How do you think that I will get attracted to some other guy?
I can understand someone injected you the poison about me, Mark, you never speak to like and I know you will don\'t speak like this unless otherwise you have proof that I am cheating you and I am sure those proofs are fake.
And you know how much I love you that\'s the reason you married me but something is bothering you about me, it\'s not about all the incidents that happened today, something happened to you other than the incident that happened today. Someone said something bad about me with the fake proofs...
So check them out and inquire them about it before you keep a blame on me...
Mark: So, you think I am blaming you by considering 3rd person advice?
Do you think I am not in a position to choose what is right and what is wrong?
Do you think I am dumb?
(Mark asked me with his rising furious tone, and I don\'t know how to deal with him when he is mad at me and I can\'t handle his furious so I immediately strike my head as no and try to convince him again with my convincing tone.)
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