Chapter 167: Love or Hate - Part【2】
"You are the same." He whispers but the roaring fire in his ocean blues does not perish merely boils underneath.
"Indeed and somehow we are making it work are we not?"
He nods but does so with a tiny reluctance his eyes drifting to peer at Tadeas who is cooing from his safe spot upon the floor that has been polished and sheathed with thick woollen mats to protect the little one and keep him warm.
I cradle his face and turn him to regard me once more, tilting my face to the side I slowly advance towards him to appease my uncontrollable craving to kiss him and to taste his lips. A year. A year has passed since we last kissed or had sex. Those facts do not seem to disturb in him any way or at least that is how it looks to me but I miss his flaming touch.
I miss that ungraspable lust that turns my mind blank, that passionate fucking and even the gentle lovemaking.
Phobos twists his face away from mine indicating his refusal and my heart clenches achingly at his blatant rejection. He never kisses me anymore, he never touches me in a sexual way either. I do not know of the reason but I feel it has nothing to do with me but rather himself. "Do not try to repress my wrath with your body, that will not work. Alpha Giovanni and his pack will not go unpunished.
My word is final and I will not have this discussion with you anymore."
"Must you truly punish someone for it?" I ask.
"Yes."
"Then punish me, I will take it on their behalf."
He glowers as though he does not comprehend my words, the sincerity held them in he cannot accept it and he finds this to be sickening. "You would willingly bleed for them? You would bleed for wolves who are not yours, for wolves you have known only for a few months?"
"Yes, I would. They embraced me with open arms, Phobos. They took me in without question and I believe it could be a place which we can visit often together with Tadeas for that was where he was born. Do you not see the meaning Italy holds for me?"
My male spits at the ground like he desires to get rid of the vile taste at the back of his throat. "My male should have been born on our lands, on this soil for it is what belongs to him. It is his home. I will never visit that godforsaken place again perhaps only to destroy it."
"Phobos." I implore holding onto his forearm but he rips his hand away from mine with a shake of his head, his blues filled with displeasure.
"You know I will not harm you in any way. You know that you are safe here and that you will not be tortured or touched this is why you fearlessly ask me to punish you in their stead, Theia. I am not foolish."
"I am simply being honest. You can draw blood from me if it means that they will be safe and you will show them mercy. If it is bloodshed you demand then have mine." I voluntarily give him my throat curving my face to the side baring my neck to him and he snarls loudly as an unyielding wave of fierce outrage confines him that has the windows of our cabin rattle.
Grasping my wrist he roughly yanks me towards the dining table and bends me over it as an audible gasp of surprise and excitement is let out by me. My voluptuous breasts are crushed against the hardwood and my male locks my limbs in his large palm behind my back completely immobilizing me in a matter of seconds.
"How is it that you always never fail to provoke me this way, Theia?" He growls and I pant with anticipation of what is to come, of the indecipherable pleasure that he will deliver. He is bitter that I willingly asked him to take a strike at my throat if he wanted to do so.
"I only speak my truth." I wheeze out shamelessly arching my back so I can grind my plump ass against his thick erect cock that eagerly jabs at me from behind pursuing my attention. All he needs to do is get rid of that towel and I will let him have his way with me. "Are you upset with me?"
"Yes." He groans out unable to obscure the appetite that is growing in the abyss of his empty belly, his voice is so very hoarse and drenched with his blinding lust to ravage me. One can never fight the moon's gift, especially amid fervid seduction.
"Good then I will take your punishment for my sins right now and in return, you will leave Italy alone."
"I suppose my continuous lenience has made my female attempt to dominate me. Do you think that you are in a position to overpower me, Theia? Look at how I have you bent over the table positioned to receive a brutal fucking from my cock.
You cannot do this with me instead can you?" Avid fingertips teasingly brush against the sensitive fluid-glazed skin of my inner thighs and I shudder violently as a jolt of ample want is shipped straight to my needy cunt whilst I whimper out in bliss. How is it that with just just a minute graze of his fingertips he has utter and complete control over me and my body? What has this beast done to me?
"This is different," I utter the sound of my voice is barely a whisper for I am striving to remain in control of my thoughts and emotions that are restlessly prancing around to his sizzling touch. To the feel of his hot bulky being pressed firmly over mine.
"Your body is brisk to submit to me on every occasion when it is my time to feed yet you defy me with everything else."